cont...
ger has been on guy's mind a lot recently. to be exact, shes the last person he sees before he goes to bed every nite (or early morning), and the first person he sees when he wakes up every morning (or afternoon). and throughout the day, the ger will juz keep on popping up in his mind every now and then. it has been like that every day now and it is no exaggeration.
this had neva happened to the guy before. think its coz he havent been so in love before.
initially its coz guy misses ger a lot. then sometimes it will be a little more than that. the guy is feeling insecure and theres plenty of questions in his mind. the ger does not wana tell him how she feels about him, she would always say "dont ask" and "i dont know". somehow, guy feels that to the ger, he is not "the one" for her.
this is not helped by the fact that ger met tis guy, J, while clubbing recently. the guy got to know about J and admits to ger that he is a little jealous. ger tells guy that J is nothing more than a flirt and theres nothing to be jealous about. guy also knows that ger and J has been talking on msn and are going out on a date today.
he cant really say anything about the date coz they not really together yet. technically ger is not his gf. he knows that the ger juz wana have fun...and he wants ger to have fun but kinda hope that she doesnt....he knows its evil but well.......
although ger has told guy that J is juz a flirt and nothing will happen, guy cant help getting this weird jumbled up feeling inside.
worried? jealous?
its probably a little (or a lot) of both plus some other random feelings that he doesnt know how to describe.
guy is afraid of losing her and it kinda hurts every time he thinks about that happening. but guy is not feeling tis way simply because of the date, all along he has been afraid that things wun work out in the end. the date juz brought out those feelings again.
maybe guy is juz thinking and worrying too much...but well...he cant help it. of course he doesnt wana feel all scrambled up inside all day.
ok...the date aside...guy feels that everything is juz SO IRONIC !!
guy was afraid of commitment, got over it and started looking for "the one", found her finally.
ger was in a long-term r/s, broke off, became afraid of commitment, afraid to love again (or maybe the guy is juz not "the-one").
life is really so full of ironies...
this had neva happened to the guy before. think its coz he havent been so in love before.
initially its coz guy misses ger a lot. then sometimes it will be a little more than that. the guy is feeling insecure and theres plenty of questions in his mind. the ger does not wana tell him how she feels about him, she would always say "dont ask" and "i dont know". somehow, guy feels that to the ger, he is not "the one" for her.
this is not helped by the fact that ger met tis guy, J, while clubbing recently. the guy got to know about J and admits to ger that he is a little jealous. ger tells guy that J is nothing more than a flirt and theres nothing to be jealous about. guy also knows that ger and J has been talking on msn and are going out on a date today.
he cant really say anything about the date coz they not really together yet. technically ger is not his gf. he knows that the ger juz wana have fun...and he wants ger to have fun but kinda hope that she doesnt....he knows its evil but well.......
although ger has told guy that J is juz a flirt and nothing will happen, guy cant help getting this weird jumbled up feeling inside.
worried? jealous?
its probably a little (or a lot) of both plus some other random feelings that he doesnt know how to describe.
guy is afraid of losing her and it kinda hurts every time he thinks about that happening. but guy is not feeling tis way simply because of the date, all along he has been afraid that things wun work out in the end. the date juz brought out those feelings again.
maybe guy is juz thinking and worrying too much...but well...he cant help it. of course he doesnt wana feel all scrambled up inside all day.
ok...the date aside...guy feels that everything is juz SO IRONIC !!
guy was afraid of commitment, got over it and started looking for "the one", found her finally.
ger was in a long-term r/s, broke off, became afraid of commitment, afraid to love again (or maybe the guy is juz not "the-one").
life is really so full of ironies...
posted by tranzy at 1:15 PM
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