surprise surprise....not
dint slp much again...slpt at 6am...woke up at 11+...my normal slping hours are 3+am to 1+pm...hmmm...
btw im feeling much much better now...
neway...got to talk to her online juz now. kinda glad that i got to talk to her again after 3 days. but...she told me some stuff that i was afraid would happen....she was busy enjoying herself. she seems to be in a really good cheery happy mood today...but who can blame her? i tried to act indifferent when talking to her but quite far from it actually...
apparently she said the date was good and she reached home at about 4am. she dint wana tell me if they kissed. hmmm....was she teasing me or did they really...??
anyway...it was "hahah for me to noe for u to find out" and she was "not gng to tell u". when i asked again, she told me "hahah the more u wanna noe the more i dun wanna tell" and "if u think i did", "den be it lorz", "lol!"
well...no idea what to make of it...of couse i would like to think that nothing happened...but im prepared...im fine. maybe i will ask her out for dinner later, i do kinda miss her and maybe i can find out more stuff? haha...we shall see...
anyway, the guy is going overseas today, no idea for how long, and she "hahah i seriously dunno" if she will miss him coz "nva think so far". oh well...lets juz hope that the date wasn't really that good.
by the way, duno if this can be considered ironic coz i went to the airport for makan juz yest and now she told me hes flying off today... haha... and that was my 1st time at the airport for like almost a year?
wow... strange world huh...kinda find it amusing actually...in a way...
think my really close frens will know that in "troublesome" situations like this, i would almost always take the easy way out and juz move on...find another girl...or juz go back to enjoying my singlehood. i can be pretty nonchalent at times. in a way its considered running away coz i hate troubles and all the knotty stuff. im lazy.
but somehow, its different this time. i feel like perservering and see where my persistance leads to. juz dun feel like giving her up so easily, probably coz shes really.....special? theres juz something about her...
im fine...im alrite...i need to get a job.
Reality is a nice place, but I wouldn't want to live there...
btw im feeling much much better now...
neway...got to talk to her online juz now. kinda glad that i got to talk to her again after 3 days. but...she told me some stuff that i was afraid would happen....she was busy enjoying herself. she seems to be in a really good cheery happy mood today...but who can blame her? i tried to act indifferent when talking to her but quite far from it actually...
apparently she said the date was good and she reached home at about 4am. she dint wana tell me if they kissed. hmmm....was she teasing me or did they really...??
anyway...it was "hahah for me to noe for u to find out" and she was "not gng to tell u". when i asked again, she told me "hahah the more u wanna noe the more i dun wanna tell" and "if u think i did", "den be it lorz", "lol!"
well...no idea what to make of it...of couse i would like to think that nothing happened...but im prepared...im fine. maybe i will ask her out for dinner later, i do kinda miss her and maybe i can find out more stuff? haha...we shall see...
anyway, the guy is going overseas today, no idea for how long, and she "hahah i seriously dunno" if she will miss him coz "nva think so far". oh well...lets juz hope that the date wasn't really that good.
by the way, duno if this can be considered ironic coz i went to the airport for makan juz yest and now she told me hes flying off today... haha... and that was my 1st time at the airport for like almost a year?
wow... strange world huh...kinda find it amusing actually...in a way...
think my really close frens will know that in "troublesome" situations like this, i would almost always take the easy way out and juz move on...find another girl...or juz go back to enjoying my singlehood. i can be pretty nonchalent at times. in a way its considered running away coz i hate troubles and all the knotty stuff. im lazy.
but somehow, its different this time. i feel like perservering and see where my persistance leads to. juz dun feel like giving her up so easily, probably coz shes really.....special? theres juz something about her...
im fine...im alrite...i need to get a job.
Reality is a nice place, but I wouldn't want to live there...
posted by tranzy at 4:09 PM
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