wow....i mean its like...WOW!!

this was what she posted on her blog at 5am this morning...i added the colours and the underlining myself...

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Happy happy Happy......

This week has been the most fulfillin period of my life for now i muz say.....hehe! this week is realli packed up stuffs to do everyday tat i even forgot wat i did on monday....haha! short term memory......Have been home the whole day today till patsy ask me to la kopi at the 'hottest' place in town....and juz got hme from supper with my fren....gosh so gng to get fat! ate boon tong kee den walk to river view hotel to drink milk and eat fruits! hahaha so dumb rite we 2.....anyway walked past zouk and think there is an event gng on....sasha??? dunno lah...saw a few nice cars....power!

Hehee....cant stop smilin and grinning....i had lotsa fun ytd.....i was on a date! hehee....i mean a real date! not a bf-gf kinda pak tor.....and its my 1st time! was so excited abt it! hahaa...thanz kamy for lendin me ur wardrobe and helpin with the clothes selection.....hehe......i realli enjoyed myself....i hope he felt the same way.....cant get to tok to him for a week cos he juz flew to NZ....... :( anyway the dinner was good....some indian fusion cuisine, we had fun eatin the weird food they serve hahah! we strolled awhile and took a boat ride! OMG it was the best part of the nite......wish the boat ride did not end.....the scenary was realli good even though its spore where i've live all my life.......the atmoshpere was good......aww....sweet isnt it?? well its a 1 time thingy and i'm glad i enjoyed myself....i'll remember this day(13 Nov 2004) as long as i live i think....lol.....the best part is i did not mind takin the public transport.....lol! he cant drive yet and he asked me not to drive....so sbs and smrt was our best fren....i juz enjoyed the whole experience.....guess i will miss him for this whole week.... thanz jeremiah.....

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im juz speechless now. first thing that came to my mind was wow!!. cant help having this feeling that i've lost. its like...theres not one bit of jealousy im feeling now...but its more of utter defeat. that i juz got thrashed in a match by 100-0.

well...i concede defeat....a crushing defeat. he must had planned it really well. kudos to him. its like losing in the A Division soccer match when CJC played against St Francis....then amplify that feeling by ten times....minus the tears. i had the ball AT MY FEET in front of the goal...and guess wat...i MISKICKED!!! i kicked AIR...

i cant help but think that he had won over her heart. i mean i have to admit that the things he did were REALLY sweet....and gers simply love nice and romantic and sweet dates like this. she did tell me before that she would love it if a guy brought her on a really really nice and romantic date. well...i didn't. if i were a ger i'd probably be smiling, grinning, hopping around for the whole week too.
and...i believe that when she tells the other gers what happened, they will all be going

AWWWW....so SWEEET....

i think in her head shes probably going like

"i cant wait for him to come back from NZ... i wana talk to him and see him again. hes so sweet and romantic. i really miss him."

well....im glad that she had fun and thoroughly enjoyed herself.

i wonder what he will be getting for her as a souvenir. hmm...probably something really amazing again.

oh yah...i was wondering if they kissed....now...i really really think that they did. how can a ger resist it under that kinda circumstances??

i actually msg her asking if she wana meet up tmr...before i read her blog. she juz replied me...but now i dun even know if i should meet her....i wun even know what to say to her... im feeling really small rite now...i really dun wana give her up...but its like...do i have a choice?