February 20, 2005

Handicapped...

using my bros laptop for this...comp has been down for the past month...which realli made me feel so helpless...so out of touch with the entire world out there...damn...im a slave to technology...couldnt have made it without the games i uploaded into my hp...the tv...the papers...the car mags...and the *gasps* books...yes...ur vision is not failing....books.

blessing in disguise is...i will be getting a new comp! and new comp will be coming in nxt wk...i think...gona be much faster than that piece of junk beside me now...good.

i can finally get to play my games without getting pissed at the horrendous waiting time...

anyway...for some weird reason...one of the first few webbys i went to was her blog...and surprise surprise...shes seeing someone now...they seem very happy and loving going by the numerous pics they took...and had a romantic v day (which btw...has been cheapened recently and became juz one of the occasions for businesses to overcharge for EVERYTHING!).

i saw that guy with her during the sports day on 17th feb. the ntu futsal court and vball are beside each other...me at futsal...they were at vball...they appeared rather close so i had my suspicions...and well...it had juz been confirmed...not that im affected by it or anything...im juz curious...

actually...i dun even know why i bother...but im still interested in whats happening in her life...how shes doing...whether shes happy...etc etc etc....and i still steal glances of her whenever i can...

by the way...my team won the sports day soccer tournament!! yeah!!
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!
the bruises i got were well worth it...and it felt really good that i think i played alrite and received quite a few praises from the people around... hee...
but i have to admit i was a bundle of nerves at the start coz it was my very 1st time playing as a GK in a tournament...glad that i did my part fairly well....shall be looking forward to seeing our team's pic in next years sch mag...

this is the para where i do some showing off...bear with me...
i've managed to maintain my record of winning a Gold medal for soccer in every sch i've attended since sec...one gold in sec 4, 2 golds in JC, 1 gold 1 silver (so far) in Uni...in addition to the gold while playing for a church team...the gold from the tournament organised by some sports shop in yishun (no medal for that though, juz a pair of lousy boots)...
i think i've been very fortunate so far coz since sec sch...i've always been blessed with wonderful teammates...

lately...im starting to find socialising a drag...tiring...tedious...sometimes i juz shut-up and let my mind wonder while they pple ard me are yakking away...i used to love making new frens but now i juz like meeting new pple...and i've gave some stupid excuse to "escape" some appointments coz of that...somethings wrong with me...

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