"Shout, Shout, Let It All Out..."
went for a beer with an old fren of mine, D. damn...i wanted a beer so badly n so many of my fellow ang mo kians were unavailable. he was the last person whom i tot would be free...and thank goodness he was.
i knew D ever since pri sch, together with another classmate of ours, WX. the 3 of us used to have so much fun together, playing soccer together, staying over the watch soccer, followed by prata at the kopitiam for breakfast. those were the days. really glad that we remained good frens till now. the 3 of us...14 years of frenship...still going strong. too bad WX juz left for aust recently...im actually closer to WX though, coz we have more common interests...almost got ourselves killed on one occassion...no kidding...no thanks to me.
i think i need more frens in ang mo kio ...for late suppers, for a beer, or simply for a smoke. i would really love to stock up on some beers if only my parents wouldnt make noise. it feels absolutely fabulous to have a ice cold beer during a warm n humid nite, juz before going to bed (though it might lead to toilet trips in the course of your sleep). or nites like this...when the taste for beer suddenly develops...
how i would love it if i could move out and stay on my own...or prob with a couple of close frens...then i have the freedom to do wateva i want, whenever i want. i dun mind doing the chores...juz a small price for liberation. i do enjoy the freedom now...but there will be constant naggings from mum n dad...but its not like i care anyway. its my bloody life...dun expect me to live it like how they did theirs. theres only so much they can shelter me from...i have to learn about realities...about life on my own...and i hate their rigid traditional thinking. but then again...im used to it...i dun blame them though...nobodys fault...juz the generation gap...im thankful acutally.... ....how many parents can take so much shit from their kids....
well...actually, the beer wasnt the only thing on mind...had some other stuff which i felt like getting out of my head. i hate all these random thoughts...always make me feel so...lost...helpless...weak...unsure...skeptical...not-in-control...damn.
and from out of nowhere, this song juz appeared in my mind...
Baz Luhrmann - Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)
Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…
the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.
Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you should hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get,
the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal,
wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.
and really...i have no idea...clueless. i only have a rough idea of my material wants...must get a car before 30. i know its a liability but hack...i only live once....and while im still young, i want a good car...something that i will enjoy driving in...something that can satisfy my craving for perfomance or my feeling for the wind in my face. the apartment can come later.
besides that...for all other things...im clueless...clueless...clueless....there was actually a point of time when i thought i knew....but....now im not so sure....
hmm...Linda Liao...star of Chase...stunning...the kind that will make all guys succumb to her every demand. long lashes, mesmerising big eyes that glitters - able to communicate her every emotion. adorable oh-so-sweet smile - able to melt even the coldest heart around. and of course...it wont be complete without a to-die-for figure thats almost perfect (nobodys perfect, although i have yet to spot any flaws even under my intense scrutiny).
im straight, ie...not gay...but if you ask me to choose...its would be Keagen Kang over Utt.
i love trance...im so glad i discovered trance...the only music that can clear my mind of all thoughts...and the guy who found out how to brew beer was an absolute genius....
i knew D ever since pri sch, together with another classmate of ours, WX. the 3 of us used to have so much fun together, playing soccer together, staying over the watch soccer, followed by prata at the kopitiam for breakfast. those were the days. really glad that we remained good frens till now. the 3 of us...14 years of frenship...still going strong. too bad WX juz left for aust recently...im actually closer to WX though, coz we have more common interests...almost got ourselves killed on one occassion...no kidding...no thanks to me.
i think i need more frens in ang mo kio ...for late suppers, for a beer, or simply for a smoke. i would really love to stock up on some beers if only my parents wouldnt make noise. it feels absolutely fabulous to have a ice cold beer during a warm n humid nite, juz before going to bed (though it might lead to toilet trips in the course of your sleep). or nites like this...when the taste for beer suddenly develops...
how i would love it if i could move out and stay on my own...or prob with a couple of close frens...then i have the freedom to do wateva i want, whenever i want. i dun mind doing the chores...juz a small price for liberation. i do enjoy the freedom now...but there will be constant naggings from mum n dad...but its not like i care anyway. its my bloody life...dun expect me to live it like how they did theirs. theres only so much they can shelter me from...i have to learn about realities...about life on my own...and i hate their rigid traditional thinking. but then again...im used to it...i dun blame them though...nobodys fault...juz the generation gap...im thankful acutally.... ....how many parents can take so much shit from their kids....
well...actually, the beer wasnt the only thing on mind...had some other stuff which i felt like getting out of my head. i hate all these random thoughts...always make me feel so...lost...helpless...weak...unsure...skeptical...not-in-control...damn.
and from out of nowhere, this song juz appeared in my mind...
Baz Luhrmann - Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)
Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…
the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.
Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you should hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get,
the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal,
wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.
and really...i have no idea...clueless. i only have a rough idea of my material wants...must get a car before 30. i know its a liability but hack...i only live once....and while im still young, i want a good car...something that i will enjoy driving in...something that can satisfy my craving for perfomance or my feeling for the wind in my face. the apartment can come later.
besides that...for all other things...im clueless...clueless...clueless....there was actually a point of time when i thought i knew....but....now im not so sure....
hmm...Linda Liao...star of Chase...stunning...the kind that will make all guys succumb to her every demand. long lashes, mesmerising big eyes that glitters - able to communicate her every emotion. adorable oh-so-sweet smile - able to melt even the coldest heart around. and of course...it wont be complete without a to-die-for figure thats almost perfect (nobodys perfect, although i have yet to spot any flaws even under my intense scrutiny).
im straight, ie...not gay...but if you ask me to choose...its would be Keagen Kang over Utt.
i love trance...im so glad i discovered trance...the only music that can clear my mind of all thoughts...and the guy who found out how to brew beer was an absolute genius....
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