Broken spirit...
"i live my life for her..."
that came from hy after he had a talk with her. to me...those are shockingly strong words for someone who is not even in a relationship with her yet. well...its prob because im more "heartless" and scarred than he is...
i think i know the kinda pain he is feeling now...afterall i had juz went through it some months back...his misery will prob be intensified by the fact that its his birthday...and he was accidently misled into harbouring some hope of something happening...
can i say its the girl's fault? i dont know...prob on her part she could have done a little bit more to prevent it...but according to wat she told me...its not easy for her as well...
in tricky situations like this...theres no one single definite course of action...if one chooses to approach the situation in another way...the outcome may be different but may result in similiar damage being done...
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m's bro saw us together yet again...the 3rd time already...at a coffee shop during dinner...he dint say or do anything at the coffeeshop...used m's hp to call him down to the void deck to talk things out but he dint ans the call...so this will juz hafta drag on and on and on...
surprisingly..he dint lecture m after he got home...think hes prob waiting for a chance to talk to her when they are home or out alone...dun think he wana alarm their mum...sigh...
i believe im starting to appreciate and treasure her more n more....good sign....only thing bothering me is that im unsure of myself...i dun really trust myself not yielding to temptations...i've got weak willpower...hope there wun be a chance for that flaw to be exposed...
neway...had a great time today....forfeit she owed me was performed and everything went juz as i had expected...she also gave me some of the clothes which were too big for her...the hours simply flew past and it was time to leave...
ohh... had lunch at bt timah...ordered duck rice for 2...and 2 sides...the bill in total would have added up to ard 14-16 dollars i believe...somehow the cashier decided to charge us only 6 bucks...so i paid...collected the change...and happily walked away...
im so lacking in morals...but then again...im lacking in cash as well...cant blame me....
that came from hy after he had a talk with her. to me...those are shockingly strong words for someone who is not even in a relationship with her yet. well...its prob because im more "heartless" and scarred than he is...
i think i know the kinda pain he is feeling now...afterall i had juz went through it some months back...his misery will prob be intensified by the fact that its his birthday...and he was accidently misled into harbouring some hope of something happening...
can i say its the girl's fault? i dont know...prob on her part she could have done a little bit more to prevent it...but according to wat she told me...its not easy for her as well...
in tricky situations like this...theres no one single definite course of action...if one chooses to approach the situation in another way...the outcome may be different but may result in similiar damage being done...
*****************************************
m's bro saw us together yet again...the 3rd time already...at a coffee shop during dinner...he dint say or do anything at the coffeeshop...used m's hp to call him down to the void deck to talk things out but he dint ans the call...so this will juz hafta drag on and on and on...
surprisingly..he dint lecture m after he got home...think hes prob waiting for a chance to talk to her when they are home or out alone...dun think he wana alarm their mum...sigh...
i believe im starting to appreciate and treasure her more n more....good sign....only thing bothering me is that im unsure of myself...i dun really trust myself not yielding to temptations...i've got weak willpower...hope there wun be a chance for that flaw to be exposed...
neway...had a great time today....forfeit she owed me was performed and everything went juz as i had expected...she also gave me some of the clothes which were too big for her...the hours simply flew past and it was time to leave...
ohh... had lunch at bt timah...ordered duck rice for 2...and 2 sides...the bill in total would have added up to ard 14-16 dollars i believe...somehow the cashier decided to charge us only 6 bucks...so i paid...collected the change...and happily walked away...
im so lacking in morals...but then again...im lacking in cash as well...cant blame me....
posted by tranzy at 2:54 AM
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