Relief vs Dilemma...

the more u want something...the harder it is to get it....

i juz experienced that today...the human mind works in strange ways...

went for 2 interviews...1st one i wasnt in the least bit nervous and i did very well...

2nd one...i wanted to be offered really bad coz dun wana be left out...so i went in nervous and i dint perform as expected...

both were interviews for the same position...but the feeling was strangely different...thankfully the results were positive...

going for a 3rd interview tmr...n coz i dun need that job...i dun feel nervous at all...it feels like im going there simply to have a chat with a fren...